Neil recalls a reflective moment of a personal experience of encountering Jesus profoundly. It’s important to come into God’s presence without an agenda—simply to be with Him rather than always seeking something. Neil had a vision where he was in the throne room of grace, witnessing Jesus ministering to people and being invited to participate. Through this experience, he learned that intimacy with God is about being present with Him, not just fulfilling tasks or seeking answers.

  • The Need for Rest in Ministry: He recalls a period of continuous ministry without personal moments of stillness with God.
  • The Vision of the Throne Room:
    • Sees an open area with small pillars, each holding the Lord’s Supper elements.
    • Jesus is seated on the steps beside His throne, emphasizing His accessibility rather than authority.
    • Beings are standing by the walls, possibly waiting to serve.
  • Observing Jesus’ Ministry:
    • Jesus directs individuals to minister communion to those in need.
    • Some people approach the pillars and receive the Lord’s Supper, often moved to tears.
  • Jesus’ Request & Neil’s Reluctance:
    • Jesus looks at Neil, prompting him to serve a woman and her children.
    • Initially resistant, Neil eventually obeys, seeing the impact of ministering to them.
    • This repeats with another person, and Neil again hesitates, causing Jesus to shed tears, which deeply moves him.
    • Finally, he willingly accepts his role in ministering.
  • A Personal Invitation from Jesus:
    • Jesus invites Neil to sit beside Him, placing an arm around him.
    • Through this, Neil begins to see through Jesus’ eyes, witnessing the depth of His love.
  • The Lesson:
    • Jesus doesn’t just meet needs—He invites people into His presence without any agenda.
    • The most intimate moments with God happen when we let go of our expectations and simply exist with Him.
  • Application:
    • Many seek intimacy with God but struggle because they come with agendas.
    • True unity and love stem from being with God without seeking something in return.
    • Neil reflects on living in God’s presence, finding peace and trust rather than striving for religious accomplishments.
  • Final Thoughts:
    • God desires His people to love Him for who He is, not just for what He can do.
    • Neil concludes by reflecting on the beauty of resting in God’s presence, without fear or pressure to perform.
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